Ella's 4th Gotcha day.

ella has officially been part of our family for 4 years now.

i say officially because if you ask this momma she was part of this family as soon as i laid my eyes on her referral pictures.

oh those sweet sweet referral pictures. 

I look at those pictures with such joy thinking back on how God took us down that path of "special needs"...

the path we were not comfortable going on. 

 i remember purposely not checking that box on our initial application that read "willing to adopt special needs".

it just wasn't for us. 

besides WE know whats best for ourselves, right?

oh please.

God lovingly started to plant the seeds in our heart for special needs soon thereafter we neglected to check that box.

but even though we began to explore special needs we had decided we were not going to do cleft lip and palate.

we knew we wouldn't be able to handle everything that went along with that.  the surgeries.  the scars.  the taunting she may receive when she gets to school. 

nope too much for us.

God had other plans.  His plan.

God began to lead us in the direction of adopting a child with a cleft lip and palate.

go figure. 

just want we decided we weren't going to do.

Si Ping was the one of five children that were on a special needs list that came to our agency in march of 2007.

however we could not inquire about those children because i was not yet 30.

the following month we received a newsletter that there was one little girl left that needed a forever family.

i had turned 30 the week before i opened this email

the next day we called the agency and told them that Si Ping was our daughter. 

i can't even begin to explain how much ella irene ping has blessed our lives.  her litle scar above her lip is part of her...a part i would not change. 

she has a love for God that still brings me to tears

she will often pray to God telling Him that she wants her daddy to baptize her.

my sweet ella.

she will be the first to give up something of her own so that others won't have to experience sadness.

my sweet ella.

she will pray every night for the needs of others...rarely does she ask for something for herself.

my sweet ella.

she is the first to help you out no matter what she may be doing at that time.

my sweet ella.

not too long ago she told me that she was so happy that God picked me to be her mommy.

my sweet ella.

she loves with her whole heart and when she knows somebody is upset with her she grieves with her whole heart. 

my sweet ella.

many people will say how blessed ella is to have us.  they couldn't be any more wrong. 

and this is why.

 if ella was still in that orphanage she would still be that same ella with that same huge heart loving and helping all those around her.

  we did not teach her that. 

God blessed her with that.   

WE are the ones that have been blessed...

we are blessed that we are able to love on this little gift from God every.single.day.

thank you God.