Having a biological child and then an adopted child it's sometimes hard not to compare how different the experience can be...not better or worse but different. One of the biggest differences I find is when they call me Mommy. Now don't get me wrong I love it when my dear little Sophie calls me mommy...but there is something about when Ella says that word that gives me the chills and makes me tear up...I think to myself for two years this little angel had no concept of a mommy or daddy-not that she did not have nannies that loved her dearly-but nannies cannot take place of a mommy. And now six months later she will wrap her little arms around my neck and say, "lub u Mommy!" without thinking twice! My dear little Ella is such an angel and words cannot explain how blessed I am to have her as my daughter! And it goes without saying that I am blessed to have my little Sophie as well!!!
